Tuesday, January 15, 2013

In the Moment

Heavy quiet night lays over me like a warm comforter. It's now when I'm stripped naked of predisposition and quiet, responsible for only my thoughts, hopes and regrets, wishing I had fewer of some and more of others.

Until, the thought...

Do you ever feel a panic overcome your soul in the form of a wave of awareness that starkly reminds you of who you were, what you are and how the two are so divorced from one another that it takes your breath away and shocks you with a bolt of fear that you might have missed every real opportunity to feel your life, to live and be happy.

Of course, not. 
You wouldn't